Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Monday, September 24, 2012
Just Spread Your Wings
“I have come to accept the feeling of not knowing where I am going. And I have trained myself to love it. Because it is only when we are suspended in mid-air with no landing in sight, that we force our wings to unravel and alas begin our flight. And as we fly, we still may not know where we are going to. But the miracle is in the unfolding of the wings. You may not know where you're going, but you know that so long as you spread your wings, the winds will carry you.” C.JoyBell C
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Thursday, August 30, 2012
Monday, June 18, 2012
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Father-Daughter Dance
It's happened that I like again to watch the movie "What A Girl Want"... The story is a Cinderella-like... where Dahpne a regular american-girl is grown up and would like to search for his royalty-father in England, to experience having a dad and her long-time-jealousy-dream the 'father-daughter dance for she is running 18 years old then... My first time to watch was when I was still single and now am annulled with a pretty daughter and this time I watched with her...
I was like I don't know how deal with my daughter and I am not comfortable watching with her... You see she is with me and her father is in England now with another family. My daughter was 2 years old when her father went to England to work and then we got annulled so she didn't have a father figure with her as she grew up, now she is 10y/o. I ask her what she feels watching it the fact that she never had the real time with her father since 2y/o and I am so sorry with that... she said 'mom I am ok I understand and I don't feel such jealousy'... I don't know what exactly she feels or thinking regarding with it even-though that is what she answered me... but as a mother my heart become heavy and sad with the fact... I grew up not being close with my dad also or my dad seems like he didn't exist as I age so I know the feeling... the security or protection the father could give or the-love-the-care-the-concern-the-father-image-the-"Father-Daughter Dance"... was lacking or didn't had the chance to experienced it... My heart so heart-broken or sunk thinking of my daughter!
I never can give her 'a father-figure'... My prayer for her to be strong enough to face the reality of her life from a broken family and understanding as she mature... I love her so much and I know I can't give such a 'father-daughter dance'...
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
mistakes by Luis Manzano
mistakes i have done
mistakes i have made
all the regrets i feel
one day will be paid
guess this is the end
time to let go
failed us i have
even i truly say so
sorry will never be enough
no action will ever be too great
to completely prove to you
how much of myself i hate
but take everything in
and let fate do its thing
if it leads us back together
the future might just bring
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